March 24th, 2006
|jupiters_galaxy||03:39 pm - Crazy is As Crazy Does|
You won't believe what happened to me yesterday. I just moved into a new house, one that our landlords grandmother used to live in, and we had the feeling from the beginning that she was still here. We've had some bad luck since we've moved in, which I thought added to the idea she was still here. Being the logical person (yeah right) that I am, I decided that I would wait for a friend of mine to help the grandmother cross over. Last night, while soaking in a hot bath, I was trying to find my Spirit Guide, so I imagined a hallway, then I imagined myself walking out to this huge water fountain, and the usual visual stuff to meditate on, when I found myself looking at a young woman in black and white (like those 1930's movies, which strangely I have been addicted to since I moved into this house).
At first, she seemed displeased and I asked her if she didn't like us here. She said that this was her house and she wanted us gone. I explained that she had died, Heaven is great, you know, the whole nine yards, and it took about half an hour to persuade her that Heaven was a good place and she would be able to meet her long lost loved ones there. She wanted me to tell her grandson (our landlord) that she loved him, but I didn't want to get evicted for telling him his dead grandmother said hey, so I told her she could see him through a dream and tell him herself. She liked the idea, and I have the feeling she crossed over. I just saw a bright light and a soldier that was standing next to her, but I didn't see what else because that was her personal white light.
She's the first dead person that I've really had an in depth conversation with. I've helped several other dead people cross over, but they were fairly easy to work with. She seemed more real than the others, though, like she had probably been around a long time. I figured that, if I had not done that meditative hallway visual, I would've never seen her and would've never known she was there. I'm thinking that might be a good visual for me to help others the same way. Now my only problem is, I can't seem to find my Spirit Guide or Guides. Something is always in the way, or I get no visual at all. Any thoughts from anyone on how to contact Spirit Guides?
Current Mood: curious
Current Music: "A Pirate's Life for Me" By Walt Disney
I've been wondering how you were. Sounds like you did great!! You should be proud. :)
Have you tried to do any of the things we tried before? I know they worked and you met both of them that one time.
Thank you! I am feeling very proud of myself. That's the first time I worked with a ghost for an extended period of time. I did ask her if she was from the light, and she was alright, so I'm certain everything is alright.
I did try those things again. It seems that the woman I saw with the curly red hair was actually Henrietta my angel, and the little boy I saw was my son in a past life. I have kind of a hunch that I have a male and female spirit guide, and the male might be Egyptian. I believe the male is my primary spirit guide, and the female is secondary. I was trying to reach them when I found our landlord's grandmother. It seems whenever I try to reach them, nothing shows up or other ghosts who need help show up. I have yet to come face to face with a sure spirit guide. Is there a visualization technique I can use?
First of all, don't freak out that you couldn't find them. They are with you and if you think of it this way, you were meant to help that lady out. If you were to have met with your spiritual guides that night, that lady may never have been helped. So calm your mind and know that you always have your guides and angels around you.
You also have to be specific when you channel. You did well by going into a tunnel and asking if she was from the light. But while channeling, why not repeat a phrase or certain words?
"I will see my spiritual guides tonight" would be good. See how I left it so there is not a choice in the matter? "WILL" is an affirmative word and "wish" or "want" leaves it open.
You're doing the right things! I can feel that much. Seriously, ... be proud!
Oh, one more thing. Here's a toughie. You have to say or think the words with feeling. You have to have no doubt in your mind that it will happen. If there is doubt, then the words are worthless.
Well, it's good to know I did the right thing, because no one has ever told me that I was doing things right!
I will try to use affirmations and make sure that I meet them. I will let you know what happens!
Please do! I really hope this is helping you. I know everyone does things differently and learns differently.